Help me before I lose three Children. (Mrs. BAA writes again)
Hello Madam,
I am Betty, the lady who wrote in many months ago about the sin I committed with an old boyfriend while in Nigeria. You titled my ordeal Help me before I lose three Children. I thank you all for your support and prayers. I am fully settled in America. I have re-established contact with my husband. He has not re-married. He now allows me to speak with my Children and he has said if I can help them to come to me in America, I should. This is the greatest news all my life. I even send him money because I learnt he is not finding it easy with the children because of the economic situation at home. Anytime I tried speaking like his wife, he rebuffs me, or drop the call or do something that shows me that though he was hurt, but he still loves me.
I know this is not my making. If he is my husband that I know, I know in a matter of months we shall be back. He once told me that since I left more than a year ago, he has not slept with another woman. I want to believe him. He was like that. I betrayed him. He said his mother is pestering him to remarry and they are pushing one Polytechnic graduate to him. But he said he has never seen that lady as a replacement for me. I am asking God to carry out a surgical operation in his heart and bring us to full restoration. I ask God to restore my home. I want my home back. Living as a single woman is fraught with sorrows. I am working to bring my children here, and possibly, him too, because I cant go back to Nigeria and face those people.
I seize this opportunity to thank you Madam for your advices, you, your husband, Topsie Ade in London and Godwin, that guy who abused me in pidgin English. You and your husband responses to me, after my husband turned nasty, re-assured me that God has not finished with me.
Madam, I am ok today. God has restored me. I have a great job. I am doing well in the Church here. But for the fact that I am still ashamed to face my past, I would have either come to see you in England or invite you here. I am in Ohio. Since I came here, no boyfriend, no relationship, no sex. God knows. Oh, I regret what I did.
Please join me in prayers that I will have my home back, not in Nigeria but here in Ohio. That may my husband be hungry for me. That may he forgive me totally and forget the past. Moreover, that my children, now healthy, forgive me and be here with me before end of April in Jesus name.
Thank you madam. I cannot thank you enough.
Betty.
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